caramel_sweetnessez's Xanga

Friday, September 09, 2005

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 03:03:01 GMT

eyoz well i'm gettin my hours alright...i'm motha freakin TIRED!!!! skool sux!! it makes me even more tired n sleepy i dunno how i got to this stress level...hmmm...well i need duh mula to get duh car..obviously my mom ain't givin me one so o wells...my feet is aching a lot more n it sux...i didn't get to eat all day till NOW!?!?!? i go to duh library fo lunch...no one's in my lunch so i dun wanna be dealin wit eattin alone...it's depressin n plus i dun get hungry.....strange...thanx to u know who who had gave me props n stuff even though i dun even go on my page nemore...xP my classes r ok...they're really boring actually...y ap environmental class is fun..i had clocolate today!!! weEEEEee!!! ima have overtime dis week...i've worked bout....41 hours so far...n i gotta work tomorrow too...makin up to 7 more hours...prolly more then that...i stay laaate...like on tuesday...i stayed til like 1...me manager toke me home n my mom wasn't even home..didn't sleep til 2 n ever since skool started i keep wakin up like at duh last minute..round 7 >_< it so bad..my alarm got issues so i can't really do nethin well gotta work on skool....adios

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 14:27:13 GMT

ooooooo i'm gettin me hours so i can get me my mulaaaaa n get me my caaaarrrrrr whooo hooo to see my babbbbbyyyyy eh....but i do need a better pay....school ish comin round....hmm...dunno if i'm suppose to be excited er just depise it.....eh...to work i go!!!! adios

Monday, July 25, 2005

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 15:57:15 GMT

hmm...interestin comments i had gotten but whatever....i wonder too y i'm not far far away but prolly cause i got no where to go...neh...nothing to do no life...it's watever oh yea.....i gots a new phone n numba now toooooo so call duh old one i guess n i try pick up n tell ya...er just call sum1 close ta me...they should have my numberrrr

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 00:31:05 GMT

happy fourth pplz....still alone without no fireworks...another year of being alone with no one to see the fireworks with....i'm goin to bed

you left me not physically but mentally u left me a while ago

i try to be happy every time even with the craziness that goes around me...unfortunately it always screws me over why do i still live?

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 01:53:19 GMT

hey alll!!! hope u guys r enjoying duh summer so far!!! school's over til september!!!! AHHH!!!!! wat to do!!?!?!?! i've been doin gooood except eh...there are ups n downs i got me a labtop now.unfortunately i can only use it fo a month til school starts...foookers eh...well dun really got a job right now...not workin at Staples cause i'm waitin fo my trainin fo lifeguard...that's not comin netime soon...sucks but ehh...wat can i do bouts it...i'm just spendin my days wit me love..=) n he met my family now too...my dad bein racist..but i could care less i mean...he my baby...not my dad's baby...eww...LOL neways..my baby cuzzin such a cutie pie!!!! Jonathan..aHHH!! he startin ta smile nows it's so cute gots ta put sum pix up sumtime....wells...my mums is gone fo a week to Texass....POOOORRRTAY!!! lol...jp my dad's hea....boooo o wells...gots new clothes n sum otha stuff...dad's spoilin us fo a bit...ehehe..i dun like takin advantage...i dun like doin dat...me gots ta get a jooob....i tired of Staples...it bores me n i dun like workin wit them pplz...i should try micro center...hmmmm hope yall r enjoyin ur summer...imma gonna! adios!

Friday, June 24, 2005

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 03:11:53 GMT

wow buddie...it's been 21 days since i updated!!!! i've been OUT...pool...i got a tan...u can tell...n a watchamacallit...tan line...it look funny....got new clothes...it's like a new life fo me....my daddie came home on sat night...n toke me n my sis shopping like two days ago...i spent 200 sis spent 500 mom had gone earlier then us n spent round 400...i'm tellin ya...they crazy spendin so much mulas....but eh...i should've too but i would've felt bad...well me havin been doin nething big lately...just chillaxin n tryin not ta spend so much mula...gotta save fo a car cause i now know fo sure dat my parents aren't gonna get me one...stupid reasons too buh waheva...so ima try be a lifeguard fo duh summer n only workin at Staples on Mondays meaning i get no days off at all...mom says she dun let me be a lifeguard but ima do duh trainin n stuff so she can't tell me dat i can't...my dad's been a bitch lately too but i could careless bout wat he's sayin...i just ignore...strangely though i could do that...eheh....happy 9 months lovie!!!! well...it's like sum mins past but yea...eheh i'm blah...tired n well...wanna sleep i'd say more but eh...all i gotta say is i've been so down lately...so negative n get pissed so easily...but when i'm wit my love....i'm just smilin n happy strange stuff i tell ya...i'm out nightz

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 23:52:53 GMT

well things r still good i guess....skool still sux i'm practically gettin F's!!! i dunno how the hell ima get dat junk up....=/ still dun got a car T_T not fair....i'm a good driver...i deserve one....i'm just basically givin on practically everything cause i barely got a cause fo nething cept have my love be happy n proud of me...yeah....me proud of him though...he a lifeguard now n workin full time...i dun get ta see him much but *sigh* at least he's gettin a good job =) me still thinkin whether i should be a lifeguard wit him er not...me dun wanna quit staples though...still decidin...oy...welllsss gots ta clean my room LOVE YOU me love...lol adios pplz

Monday, May 30, 2005

Mon, 30 May 2005 14:08:15 GMT

wowwie it's been a while...eh....things r good ummmm wells...dat's bout it...lol oh yea...fo me birfday (i almost forgot bout my birfday!) i got a camera from my daddie...it's hooot digital...eheh...i got bout 3-4 cards...250 mula my mummie had a poortie three special balloons n 17 regular pink balloons umMmMmmm two cakes...one coconutish n ice cream um....overall it was good but i got sick...soar throat...me better now though....ehehe yay! me happy lovie got a good job...n he got me a teddy dat i hug ta sleep...it's soooooo SOFT i love it.. neways..me out gotta get ready fo work...adios

Monday, May 16, 2005

Mon, 16 May 2005 02:05:57 GMT

TEN MORE DAYS UNTIL MY 17TH BIRFDAY!!!! i wonder wat me gonna get...hope to get a car!!!! =)

PICTURES!!!!!!!! from Sat...supposedly it was prom fo most....as fo me...it only seemed like it...puahahahh i'll let u think bout dat -_~ hea ya go
my mummie had ta stand on a stool cause she was soooooo short x_X
before we went n afta we got out nails done n junk at my mummie's work
three of us again....just duh two tran sisters at my mom's work n taken poses me on duh right n sister on duh left....

sister at duh shop gettin her make-up on...everybody there was tryin ta get me ta put sum on...ewww
me n Manpreet...
me at American Cafe...where we ate n toke sum studio pix

Tran females again...
sister at duh studio...a bit blury...mah bad
Lovie at duh hotel room ironing his shirt....eheheh....

there's actually a lil more pix from studios but haven't gotten them yet....over all...i had a great time....i'm just happy i got ta be wit Lovie =) hope duh hotel stuff happens again...i liked not bein home n all dat stuffie stuff...me out...adios

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Thu, 12 May 2005 01:52:26 GMT

wow...it's been a WHILE well things have gone crazy...n i've been soooo busy n mainly...TIRED past few days all i've done was...walk/get ride from mom to skool do crap to nuttin in skool...walk home basically walk to work....worked duh whole day...yesterday a mute guy yelled n like smacked duh comp at me...all i did was try ta help him but eh...Rajeeb was closing the whole time i've worked...since Sat....i worked only in duh mornin on sat though...but eh...on Mother's Day...i got to take out Rajeeb's car n get my mom sum flowers...n got her a lil chicken a while ago...so soft n cute n a card also...so yea...it was hot as heck too...n on Sat i went ta "Night on Oaktown" it was fun!!! i went wit Lovie n Pumpkin...it was great....played DDR...i was goood teamed up wit dis otha girl....we didn't fail at all...awesome stuff =) n then karaoke!!!!! that was great too...sang to lovie n he sang..then i sang again....imma go again next year...n yea..sat night i fell asleep in lovie's arms...he got up n cleaned duh place up n then made me go bed n he went home....n on Mother's Day he came over to give my mom her card n stayed till 11...we watched TV...me just happy i gots ta be wit him =) n then on Sunday i was bout ta go movies to visit pumpkin but sis didn't wanna go....bloOpie head....then was gonna go bowling but then again...sis fell asleep...lately...i've been close to my mummie =) but it feels like it's just duh two of us livin in dis place...cuz...well....it is only two of us....who knows where my sis goes but she gota get herself straight before her car gets taken away...blah....skool sux as usual...so worthless to go!!! work was fun so far dis week cause well...whenever Rajeeb closes....it's just fun but eh...me tired...i'm out...prom weekend!!!! am i goin...ehehehe...i'll let u thinks bout dat....neways me need a car n hopefully get it sooooon....only 14 more days til me birfday! 17....o yea...i get ta watch rated R movies...LOL...adios